As a child, losing a parent is a painful experience. When the parent was brought to the low point of choosing their untimely death by suicide, trauma worsens the suffering.
God has a beautiful plan for your life, even when experiencing loss from suicide. Lead your children to put their trust in God, who is able to restore their souls (Psalm 23:3). He will be a Father to them in the absence of their earthly dad.
(If you are thinking about suicide, are worried about a friend or loved one, or would like emotional support, the Suicide Lifeline network is available 24/7 across the United States; please call 988).