In this gripping episode of Compelled that originally aired on the Compelled podcast, Lori Apon shares her powerful testimony of love, faith, and perseverance. Lori met her future husband, Bobby Apon, at a NewSong concert after a providential introduction through a friend. Their whirlwind romance led to marriage, but their journey was far from a fairytale. Lori quickly learned that both she and Bobby were entering marriage with hidden struggles—Bobby battled an addiction to lust and pornography, while Lori was caught in the grip of an eating disorder rooted in a need for control.

Despite their love for each other and commitment to Christ, the Apons faced intense spiritual warfare, emotional challenges, and heartbreaking realities. Lori’s unwavering trust in God and her belief in His power to redeem even the darkest pasts carried them through moments of doubt and despair. Through raw honesty, Lori recounts her journey of forgiving Bobby’s past, navigating long-distance challenges, and facing the unexpected battles that arose within their marriage.

Key Moments:

• (00:00) Listener Disclaimer: Frank discussion of sexual sin.
  
• (01:30) Lori’s Introduction: Meeting Bobby and recognizing God’s plan for her life.
  
• (12:45) A Quick Engagement: a 45-minute conversation that led to a lifelong commitment.
  
• (21:20) Facing Bobby’s Past: A letter that revealed Bobby’s struggles and required Lori’s forgiveness.
  
• (34:10) A Wedding to Remember: A royal wedding filled with music, but unspoken struggles lingered.
  
• (44:00) A Shocking Question: The wedding night question that left Lori speechless.
  
• (54:30) Hidden Battles: Bobby’s continued struggle with addiction and Lori’s silent fight with an eating disorder.
  
• (1:08:45) A Turning Point: Facing addiction, control, and their deep need for God’s healing.
  

Takeaway:
Lori’s story reminds us that true love and faith require facing difficult truths, extending grace, and trusting in God’s redemptive power. Though their marriage began with hidden struggles, Lori’s unwavering commitment to prayer and Bobby’s desire for freedom laid the foundation for God’s miraculous work.

Next Episode Preview:
In Part 2, Lori shares how her greatest fear became a reality and how she navigated the most difficult season of her life, trusting God through unimaginable circumstances.

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